im commenting really long on this.
really fucking love. fucking long.

so if i dont post anything, that means
i forgot it, and that you sohuld remind me.
yep yep....

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(this isnt hte long comment)

> and to understand things takes experience from past events

oh fuck me, that sounds perfect
marrie me, plzzzzzzzz.

well, what i think = the only truth, is stuff you relate to stuff you experienced before. stuff that "makes sense" in your headdddd, on really.... large amount of ..... levels / ways

GOODNIGHT... morning

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> dream state, or the concept of life and death

meaning of life
3 word max

dream life death

hah.... i see those all over. bla....

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oh fuck im too chatty. bla..... "then anything is possible" yes! and anything defined as "illusion" = beyond reality! truer than truth! daydreams / mental projection (allyekrah said i had that) / psychosis = divinity (uh, as for loonies "A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything." - neitzchse. that wont make sense mnevermind blaaaa oi should still sleep)

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"A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything." - neitzchse. that wont make sense mnevermind blaaaa oi should still sleep)



but it makes a lot of sense... to me.

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Terren

and to understand things takes experience from past events

oh fuck me, that sounds perfect
marrie me, plzzzzzzzz.



I dont know if you;re being sarcastic or not.. Either way, I wont be offended
too much life to live than be.. concerned over .. and under.

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nopp, seasums is never sarcastic... (uh, that statement wasn't sarcastic. aaaaaaah.)

oh, i commented really long, posted, as a journal, heh. I LIKE CENTER FORMATTING. [link]

i suppose i mainly confuse with that... well, try to hop between parts.. i suppose it's so confusing you won't bother. well, i do that quite some times, so....

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oh, i do like how you did the text... the. well, bla! different sizes, and .. spacing and shit. text on pic, that is, yep. i prolly couldn't do it like this, heh...

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geeeez i spam. well. here's the long one, thing i linked you, well, wuddeva...

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weird. i just thought of that film. haha. weird wierd....

the use of the word "simultaneously" pisses me off.
(mumbles about prentetioucs artfags bla bullshit
pseudointellctuals balba bal balbalbalb ablabbal)

it gives me a headache. yep. technique is never art.
technique doesnt exist = it's an analyzation of art.

yeah, technique used here (erh, in movie) = pisses
me off. why? technique used badly = just makes it
worse. (than original) trying to make reality look
cartoonish, and in bad way = you get a cartoonish
reality. i remember like "the more they tried to make
cinderella loo k realistic, the faker she looked" som
ething like that....

oh, the voices piss me off too. especially that
squeeky guy.. uh, nevermind....

(SEAS LOOK AT THE PIC
and talk about it too)

no, i can just imagine... uhm, i get that annoying voices
of those people talking in my head. yeah. pisses me off,
uhm, when i read the text. haha...

(haha, i am actually getting some vague imagery of all
those pylogons distorting in retarded ways, omgogmo
omgomg.... it could been better if they used frame
blending (quake2 had that... uh, back in 1996? and
in real time, hahahaha) )

oh yeah, another thing = badly converted reality =
still just bad looking reality, worse than the .. i said that
already...

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oh, i .. rottendotcom's dictionary encypylipida sez "there
are 2 ways to find out about niethz [...] hearing about it
from monthy python" no, i dont get that...

i heard a cool quote, and googled on him, and found
brainyquote lots stuff... then put all those quots into
excel, and randomized order, and now also added
that all (ok, not all, i just... 5 left, or so) from aphorism
page (which you, dun dun dun! find by googling for
"niehztze aphorism" well, if you mispell him, like i do,
you'll find some o my journals, or so, as rsults, haha....)

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seas, and what did that have to do with what you're
talking about? uhm "if the world is false" oh right,
the words on the pic. haha...

yeah...., seas TRIES TO GATHER CONVRTS
by using

"there are no facts, only interpretations"
nietzchse

if you believe that you're a nihilist

oh yeah, fight club = nihilim = nietzchse

he invented nihilism. mostly. well, defined.
word, bla..... could been in mind of billi000
0000ion people. well, philospher, as i see
it, is merely someone who writes down their
thoughts a lot, i see really cool superwise
people, and they don't write down their
thoughts, so they dont affect anyone (exc
ept those they.. meet, and stuff, bla...)

"reality is merely an illusion, albeit a
very persistant one" - einstein

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time too,

"the distinction between the past, present
& future is only a stubbornly persistent illusion"
einstein

i said this stuff... uh, nevermind what i said,
but the chick repleid "that was a long time
ago" ....... i didnt think that, it was just "a bit
of time ago" ....... my mind doesnt store time.

"men say that time passes
time says that men pass" - ?

then that my age thing, haha.... :::::::::::

~773593FF (i thought that was the birth
of the universe time, uh, was wrong. that
's the birth of earth time, or something, bla.
i remember reading on timothy leary's (way
too fucking badly designed aka <1995 pa
ge crap oh wait he died by then haha) page
"you're the buddha. you're 2 billion years
old". a newborn is wisdom from beginning
of universe. 'growing up' is making it whate
ver your mind gets imprinted with by media
/ government / school authority age. a new

[2 ways to learn:
fear/indoctrinate beauty/inspire
"if you dont imprint this in your head
you'll get shitty grades, and if you get
shitty grades you'll get a shitty life"
- well, school authorities....

"you're either with us or with the terrorists"
- from this site with like... war posters,
propaganda, but, made by some artist people,
so it's like... inverse propaganda. but what
would that proganda thing be? "i use emotion
for the many and reserve reason for the few"
- hitler * "everything should be made as simple
as possible, but not simpler" - einstein.
proganda is well crafted thought control. well
crafted inspiration, or indoctrination. well, since
it's so small amount.. of stuff, that could be
called inspiration.

randomnotmyuchrelatdlink

oh, another thing about indoctrination is
you don't want to change it, because the
knowledge is mixed with fear, with fear of......
"if people are good only because they fear
punishment, and hope for reward, then we
are a sorry lot indeed" - einstein

quite an experience to live in fear, isn't it?
that's what it is to be a slave - blade runner
(uh. oh. also. sampled in vac's "happy commie")

thought criminal <> thought slave

"if you resist indoctrinated thoughtcontrol then
you are a thought criminal. bask in your thought
chrimes" - fake progoganda too, lemme check...

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born learns really fast, so seas says the clos
er you are to newborn status, the older you
are the faster you learn the more you learn.
"i know i know nothing" - socrates.
and unlearn.

"an education isn't how much you have
committed to memory, or even how much you
know. it's being able to differentiate between
what you know and what you don't"
anatole france

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"AAAAH im gonna have nightmares
about your lack of age" - theatricpoet
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the chick: she looks a little too glamour, too posed.
doesn't fit in in... any way.. really. bla....

would be cool if it looked like the words were coming
out of her eear (or something from some mindcontrol
tv show or science book or dictionary or whatever...
of evilful mindcontrol imprintbrainfakeworld stuff )
oh yeah, and on the bottom.... right, would be a tv,
cuz her eyes look so possess obsessed on that point.

oh, and the stuff saysd at top would be coming out of
her mouth. fuck man that sounds cool, i'd almost both
er with it if i wasnt such a lazy cunt.. oh, and i can't
do anything ordered, it never... i get bored so quickly.

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